Aug 31, 2009

Facebook

Ok, so really, I never anticipated this day would come, but it did. On saturday I did something I am not sure I can reverse(well actually, I suppose I can). I joined Facebook. After years of singlehood, I had decided that I simple did not want to be a part of social networking internet sites. I swore them off even if they were not linked to dating. I don't regret this decision, as it was a keen part of the transformational changes that came while discovering and deepening my yoga practice. One of my desires was to lead a life of simplicity. In NYC with the chaos of daily living and interacting with many people this worked out well.

Then I moved to Utah. Life is slightly more isolating the NYC, you don't walk out on the subway every day and see thousands of people before you
 even get to work, you don't run into neighbors walking home, or at the yoga studio. I am still blessed to see many people each week through teaching, farmers market, etc, but I have realized that Facebook and/or Blogging is a connection to those that have shaped who I am today, my dear friends. On Saturday I set up the account with the motivation to become a fan of Connie's Cookies ( a page my husband set up). Once I did that, I suppose it makes sense to reconnect with all those friends from NYC and all over I haven't seen for some time. I am content for now, but I know I must place controls on it to not become a time sucker!

Check out Connie's Cookies on Facebook, become a fan! For the love of cookies, please!

Aug 25, 2009

Hearing what isn't being said...

I have been thinking lately about how the best gifts in life are unseen.  One of my favorite quotes I love to share in Yoga class is "The best part of communication is hearing what isn't being said".

Stop

Listen

and then stop and listen again.

What do you hear?

Really, the most important communication in this life isn't heard, and the greatest gifts from a heavenly father are unseen. The promises from God are not visible; his son, his spirit, his love; not perceived by the human eye, yet have full sway in my heart, and in the end they are the gifts which matters the most. 

Hear what isn't being said. There is a distinct connection between "what I ask for" being answered, and listening.  The power of the all wise creator is in my life as much as I permit him to be.

As you are going about your day today... I invite you to...

Stop

Then, Listen

Aug 24, 2009

Box Elder Bug Infestation

Here is the proof, in case you don't believe me, when I say we have a mild problem with Box Elder bugs in our home.  I feel as thought I have been placed with the Box Elder curse my days of living in Utah, just about every home I have lived in within the Greater Salt Lake Area has been infested with Box Elder bugs.  The charming house in the avenues on 5th ave had them all through the winter, finding them in our sheeplike carpet.  The house on 1st ave had them in the shower, and my condo on 9th East and 40th south suffered greatly in the kitchen area as they shoved themselves in the crack of the back door.  Certainly summer they are at their peak, but they have no problem hibernating in your home in the winter and fall as well.
Much to my dismay our home in Bountiful is no exception to the Box Elder invasions, except, that it might be the worse than the other three homes combined. No joke! Really!!! In fact the picture from above is Box elders collected on the front porch after just 3 days of sweeping.
 Micah mentioned it was bad when we got married, but I didn't trust they could be as insidious as I have previously experienced. 

He proved me wrong.

 In fact it has gotten so ridiculous, at one point I began to make a list of all the locations I have found Box Elder bugs in our home (dead and alive) where they absolutely have no right to be. These bugs, I ensure you, have NOOOOO BOUNDARIES!

Top 10 List of where we have found Box Elder Bugs where they shouldn't be:

10. Couch 
(How dare you try to ruin my episode of watching 'The Office'!)
9. Rug 
(not such a biggie except when you bury your body into the carpet fibers and my toes touch you as I walk)
8. Window 
(this also isn't so gross, except the fact it isn't ONE but TWO bugs, and even worse, MATING!, Ewww, using my home to be an exhibitionist)
7. Yoga Mat 
(you have now entered sacred territory, how dare you?)
6. Bathroom 
(everywhere, floor, sink, toilet, ceiling, apparently your favorite hang out)
5. Mailbox 
(ok, so it has gone to far when you leave your mating babies and poo on my mail)
4. Bed 
(an even more sacred territory than the yoga mat)
3. Shower 
(the entire reason for showering is to cleanse myself of you little dirty pests)
2. Lint Dryer 
(don't ask me how this is even possible, now its gone beyond too far)
1. Toothbrush 
(not just anywhere, but on the bristles that clean my teeth)

This means war! The box elder's will not win against man.  Micah has shown his wonderful extermination skills thus far in controlling your population as you can see from the dead carcasses on the front porch. But after finding bugs in the above areas, and others unmentioned, Micah has decided to eliminate the source of these pesky creatures. In the month of September he will be chopping down our Box Elder tree in the front yard, no longer will these little pests cross boundaries they are not entitled to cross!!!

My very first review...

Wow, it's true, my very first review of Connie's Cookies came by the lovely Jessica I met at the Summerfest 08. She was helping out with the Oak Pitt BBQ, and was delighted to stumble across the Gluten Free Cookies. Have a read and tell me what you think! Her review http://wasatchfronteatsout.blogspot.com/2009/08/connies-cookies.html.



Aug 20, 2009

"This too shall pass"

So, I admit it, I have become a radio talk show junkie! I love to listen to Dr. Laura and Glenn Beck, because they focus on what is real and standing up for our values in this chaotic world.  Dr. Laura is on as I prepare and bake cookies in the afternoon for the Farmers Market. Today, while baking and listening intently she read the email of the day, I can't quote it verbatim, but the theme of it was based on the biblical quote "This too shall pass..."

The writer of the email and Dr. Laura expressed how we often use that phrase "This too shall pass", when life is bad, or trials are abundant.  It's a comforting thing to know that hard times will pass. But what they brought to my attention that I hadn't considered is that "This too shall pass" applies to not just BAD times but GOOD times as well. Do we cherish the good, because it too shall pass? We never know what tomorrow holds, are we grateful for what today is? As I consider that, I started to realize all of the wonderful, amazing experiences in life that I take for granted. It is hard to be grateful for them when thoughts are crowded with worrying about the past or future, that which you cannot control.   I realized yet again, another reason why I love to practice yoga! It helps me to live more in the present moment.  I am so grateful for every moment I have on this earth, to experience the good and the bad, it makes me who I am, it shapes me, and molds me, it infuses my soul with the fragrance of eternity.

Aug 19, 2009

What a privilege it is...

This morning upon arising, I was crabby, ask Micah.  It's true, somedays I wake up feeling tired, groggy, and like I got up on the wrong side of the bed.  As I continued in my morning routine, I had to go for a fast run and yoga session before teaching the 9:15 Gentle Yoga class at Infusion.  As I was running sluggishly a thought began to pop into my mind, a moment of inspiration. The thought was "What a privilege it is...". I thought what a privilege to run in the morning hours before the day has begun. What a privilege it is to move my body and feel the wind on my face.  

My thoughts turned to Yoga, what a privilege it is to practice and teach yoga. What a privilege it is to offer the beautiful practice of mindfulness into people's lives.  What a privilege it is to have received wonderful instruction and training to enable me to teach. What a privilege it is to have students eager to learn and share their practice. 

As I went on to class, I wove the theme into the class, as an intention for the class, and we revisited this idea every few minutes while flowing in and out of poses. What a privilege it is to take an hour out their day to connect with their mind, body, and spirit. What a privilege to practice yoga?

Now I realize I have only addressed this privilege idea as it pertains to yoga, but thats the beauty of it, it bleeds into every aspect of our daily living. There are times when, like this morning, I fall into the "Wo is me.." syndrome. The "wo is me" is defined by feeling that you HAVE to do something rather than GET to do something. When "wo is me" sets in, we start to feel like our responsibilities in life are burdens, that "if only" I had this, or "if only" I had that, things would be better. We may start to see others as having more ideal lives, less responsibilities, and freer of burdens then ourselves. "Wo is me" starts small, little thoughts about how we could be better off. The problem with the "wo is me", is that when we give in to it, it grows bigger and bigger. Like a cancer it begins to eat away at our cells, our organs, our muscles, and our ability to function at a healthy capacity. Suddenly we no longer see things clearly, indeed the health of our "thoughts" is in jeopardy.

As a remedy for the toxic "wo is me" syndrome, I have used the sure proof remedy of "What a privilege it is."  When a thought enters my mind that says "Wo is me", or leads to feeling sorry for my situation, I replace it by "What a privilege it is."  The options are endless with "What a privilege it is....", as I realize the copious amounts of blessings and privileges I have in my life. 

What a privilege it is to breath
What a privilege it is to move
What a privilege it is to be aware of myself (only humans do this, animals can not)
What a privilege it is to think
What a privilege it is to make decisions
What a privilege it is to learn
What a privilege it is to experience
What a privilege it is to love
What a privilege it is to have a family
What a privilege it is to have a job, even in a crappy economy
What a privilege it is to have so many conveniences in life others do not have
What a privilege it is to eat and nourish myself
What a privilege it is to be married, or single
What a privilege it is to have purpose
What a privilege it is to know my purpose
What a privilege it is to be a daughter of God
What a privilege it is to write and express my feelings
Truly, what a privilege it is.

So next time your mind falls into the "wo is me" category, and it will, its a part of life, replace it with "What a privilege it is".

Aug 16, 2009

Lessons from a 6 yr old

Tonight my sister, Caren, and her adorable family came to visit us during their roadtrip to Utah. They have a sweet 6 yr old, Sixti, and entertaining 3 yr old, Jaxx,
 and a beautiful little 7 month old baby, Stori.


 It was delightful to have them visit as they live in California and we see them rarely.  We spent time showing the kids the house, our spooky crawl space in the basement, our garden. They played on the piano, ate cookies, and picked out some hand made earrings.  Sixti, at 6 years old does not have her ears pierced yet, but I still let her pick our a pair to wear when she does.  Mom also took a pair as well, totaling 2 pairs for both Mom and Sixti. 

At the end of their visit I decided to show Sixti how to make a pair, as I thought she would find it entertaining. I didn't have the intention of giving her the pair since she didn't yet have pierced ears, and had already received a pair to wear in the future. As it got time to go, she sat there realizing she could only take two pairs of earrings, one for mom, and one for her.  She seemed to have grown very attached to the pair we had just made, with the stones she had hand picked. I told her she could swap them if she wanted. As we sat there for several minutes I could tell there was a feeling of worry and sadness on her face. She switched the pair but then held on to the original pair she had picked for herself. She knew she had to give one up and it seemed the most painful decision ever. As I observed her sadness I asked her mom if she could take them both, as I didn't want to be the one to break a little girls heart.  Sixti had clearly exhibited with minutes of sincerely agonizing over the right pair to choose that it was more than just getting her way.

My sister and myself both influenced her to go with the original pair she had chosen, the ones for her. As we took the other pair of earrings back, everyone had left the house, and I noticed again the notable sadness in her face. I gave her an extra cookie, apple, and necklace to make up for the lack of earrings. As she went outside she let dad sweep her up and help her sadness. I asked my sister once again if I could let her have the other pair. Again mom said "Sixti, you don't have pierced ears yet, you don't need another pair."  Sixti replied with tears in her eyes, "I didn't want to other pair for myself, I wanted to give them to Solei."  At that moment it all became clear. It wasn't about getting two pairs of earrings for herself. She simply wanted to give this gift to Solei, her 7 yr old cousin, that she happens to just adore.  I realized that the minutes of agonizing over which pair to take meant giving up either her own pair or a gift for her beloved cousin and friend. The thought of leaving without that gift was heart-wrenching. And what was more touching was that all the extra cookies and treats in the world for her, wouldn't make up for missing out on the gift she wanted to give to another.  It wasn't a tantrum or an act of wanting, rather, a selfless loving heart that wants to give. 

It made me think how the Savior must have felt, when he had to make the decision to be our Savior.  I am sure it must have been agonizing to know that he would have to give up all his own desires and will.  But at some point, he realized that everything that he could gain in the world for himself, would never match up to the priceless gift he could give another.  He knew that according to God's plan, he couldn't have both.  He realized that the happiness from giving far exceeded his own will, and he must have clung on to this when Satan tempted him by offering the whole world to him.  Christ understood that any suffering or sacrifice he made would have far more eternal weight than gratifying his own immediate needs.  He was the perfect example of giving.  Christ gave the matchless gift, the gift that heals, the gift that lightens our burdens, the gift that is infinite, and the gift that gives us hope to overcome this world. I am so grateful for my sweet niece, Sixti, to remind me of this matchless gift, with her innocent, selfless, sacrificing nature. Greater love hath no man.

Aug 14, 2009

The key to my heart

I have been searching for it all my life. In bakeries, in cafes, in restaurants, in desserts, in clothing, in yoga, in cookies, in finance, in food, in healthy, in friends, in relationships, in the indulgent, in times of the highest highs, and in times of the lowest lows.  I have never given up the search to find the key to happiness. I have scoured the US, from NJ, to Georgia, to Logan, to Long Beach, to Salt Lake City, to the streets of NYC. I have been searching so long to find the key that will unlock it all. 

What is IT? Happiness of course. Who knew that when I found it, it wouldn't like any of the things I like, it wouldn't love Ice Cream and Cookies the way I do. It would have a difference of opinion on many things. And most of all it would unlock the doors I didn't want unlocked. It wasn't what I expected. But it has done one thing that I hoped it would. It has unlocked my heart. 

Cast your vote!!!

Today I drove home behind an oversized SUV, a Hummer, owned by Fat Cats, a bowling/fun center here in Utah, and plastered in a thick coat of Fat Cats branding.
Now I understand the need for marketing for any successful business to thrive, but a vehicle priced at $63,090, and averages 11.4 mpg, seems a bit excessive.  I realize I am not the one to judge if a Fun Center really NEEDS a Hummer as their business vehicle, in fact the real beauty of capitalism is that businesses can DECIDE how they want to grow their wealth. The freedom to choose is the very principle that our country is built on, and I deeply honor that.  

What concerns me is that, as a society, we seem to be making more and more greedy decisions. Have you ever noticed how oversized, expensive cars are usually owned by oversized individuals. Not all, but many I see driving around are as greedy in their business as they are in appetite. Is there any correlation?  

Every decisions bears a cost. This is the fundamental rule of economics, and more importantly of God's plan. If we are greedy always wanting more, and even go into debt to get it, then it is really of no surprise our economy is in the shape it is.  I think its a rather simple principle that the economy is a zero-sums game.  That means if you take what isn't yours (debt), their is a cost involved, maybe it doesn't affect you directly, but it does affect the rest of us, when ultimately you take more that what you can pay for.  I am not saying I am against successful corporations, if they become successful by doing things honestly, with sustainable methods their work should be rewarded.  What I am saying is that couldn't Fat Cats have just as much, if not more marketing space on an EconoVan that is reconditioned?  After all they could probably get one that the government is throwing away from the Cash for Clunkers program. That seems like a better utilization of resources to me, but apparently this is what a business like Fat Cats is after, big SUVS. It seems apparent to me they aren't putting profit back into making their customers more happy or bettering their facility themselves, but rather they are looking to make their image better and consuming more fuel than they need to in the process.  After driving behind Fat Cats Hummer today, I am sorry to say I cannot give my hard earned dollars to a company that spends nearly a hundred grand for a vehicle to increase the dollar in their pocket or be trendy. 

I have been intrigued with the dynamics of consumerism since childhood, fascinating at why my buying power holds, curious at the ability it has to sustain, grow, or tank a business.  In college my degree was Family and Conumer Science: Family Finance emphasis. I worked in banking for 7 yrs helping other's get further into debt. I worked as a Financial Counselor, facilitating families and individuals how to get out of debt. I know instruct yoga where I encourage a healthy practice of the mind, body, and spirit as an integrated unit. In all these experiences I have learned that while I can't force someone to get out of debt, move their bodies more, eliminate stress, and eat healthy foods; I can make decisions each and every day of how I will spend my hard earned dollars. I can decide who I choose to support.  I can decide who I want to stay in business, and I can decide where I tell my friends and family to go in support as well.

My husband probably thinks its silly, but when I find a product I like (and you can ask him), I usually go home and look them up on the Web, read about their business philosophy, and what there business ethics entail.  This goes for something as little as a bag of chips, really!!! The same goes for restaurants, I love reading reviews, stories of how they got started, and other fun facts I find. To me how I spend my money is a vote to who and what I support. If I choose to spend money for greedy companies, then I continue to see oversized people in oversized SUV's riding around. I really hate that, because then, not only am I worried about the view obstruction of the road they impose, but also if the drivers causes an accident after going into cardiac arrest at any moment due to their unhealthy heart. I know I sound judgmental, but I just want to make the point that I support the little guys, the ones who work so hard for what they have and utilize resources efficiently to meet the needs of customers, not seeking to make their own pocketbook fatter. 

I am not attacking Fat Cats, and truth be told I do not know their business all that well, I would need to do more research to make that assesment. But if I have to judge based on their decision to buy an oversized, inefficient, overpriced, brand new vehicle for a bowling alley, this seems to me like a poor decision in budgeting. And chances are, if they spend superfolous dollars in this fashion, then they probably make other unwise decisions, like skimp in wages, or quality. Everything is a trade-off, because business and economy is a zero-sums game.  Since all I have is exterior on which to judge, I have to say no to such a business.

Several weeks ago Micah and I went to see FOOD, INC. I was very excited to see this film as I knew it would most likely espouse many of the same principles in which I believe and promote.  I became fascinated with the food industry and small business in particular while living in NYC for 3 years.  It was during my time there, where Walmart, Sam's Club, and corporations do not exist in nearly the abundance they do in suburbia, that I grew to love supporting the little guys.  The organic grocer was more than my food provider, he was my friend. The scary bodega man always had what I needed at random hours while other shops where closed. The Crepes on Columbus owner is just a simple man who learned the art of crepes in France and now seeks to share with each one of his customers. I don't think I had ever gone to eat there where he didn't come out at some point in the meal and make certain we enjoyed our meals. The truth is the meal was pretty good, but the personal owner touch, sent it over the top.  Souen's Macrobiotic restaurant, Hampton Chutney, and VanLeeuwan's Ice Cream stole my heart at first bite. All small business with an emphasis on the customer, relationship, quality of food, and sustainability in all aspects of their business. 

Today I toured Sam Granato's bakery area. It was a moment for glutten eyes, as my dream is to open a bakery of my own. As we interacted for several minutes, and many other times in the past I realized there is something that sets Sam Granato apart from lots of other business owners. It's his constant turn on each remark to what HE can do for YOU. Sam is a man that loves people, its in his voice, in his actions, and most importantly in his heart.  It is so easy to judge by his actions, he has pure intentions and he loves what he does. As we walked out he offered to help his cashier by getting him change (nickels and dimes) at the bank. Sam is never above doing anything, even if he's the boss. He ended the conversation as he usually does "Is there anything I can do for YOU?".  Gosh, here the man is, after letting me see his bakery and offering to let me make cookies there, and he still wants to know how he can do to help me more.  It's men like this we need to support, its businesses like this, with sustainable ethics and honest practices we need to support.

It is true once every four years we get to vote for a president, but we all know with electoral college how little it may sometimes do.  Every other year we can vote for local officials. But every single day we vote for what businesses we support. While it seems a small decision, little decisions make up the great big ones after all, they determine outcome. As a consumer in a highly mechanized world we don't have the simplicity we once had of producing all our own food and goods. This make the everyday decisions more important.  Look at the companies you support most often, the places you buy your food, the local producers. Support the hard worker of the farmers market (no bias here).  Realize that price is not the bottom line, that where usually price is lower there may be something you sacrifice such as quality, or unethical business practice.   If we want to change the world we have to make good votes, we have to be informed. Research your favorite companies, and find out if they remain your favorite. If they are good businesses let them know, let your friends know, and most importantly give them your vote by choosing their product. 

As a extremely, extremely small business owner I have just began to see the most miniscule profit for Connie's Cookie. It filled me with exhilaration, elation, and sweet joy. I told my husband as soon as I was profitable the first thing I would buy was a $20 cooler, to fit more cookies in. My husband beat me to it because he wanted me to succeed. As much as I wanted this to be the first humble purchase of the business, out of the red, I couldn't turn away a gift of such gratitude.  The summerfest was a much better event because of it. Whether or not Connie's Cookies grows to a level of sustainability in a full size bakery matters not. Whether or not it becomes a franchise and fills the world like a McDonald's matters not. Whether I can continue to grow a bakery successfully as a wife and mother matters not. What matters is that I honor the principle of sustainable, honest, ethical business practice. It matters that I buy only what I can afford, that I place a wonderfully amazing product into the hands of every wanting consumer. It should make you feel good to know that each dollar that supports these cookies supports yummy treats made of the finest ingredients, hand created, shaped, and baked with LOVE! Some people comment, on how they think the price is expensive. Well you can buy cheaper, sure, but remember their is a consequence to every decision. If you want a cookie made from shortening with trans-fats, high fructose corn syrup, and other stabalizers and preservatives I can't pronounce, then the packaged cheap stuff will always be there. I am pretty certain that other than the grocery stocker probably no hands have touched that cookie, it is probably all from a machine, and without the smallest concern of how it will treat your belly. Connie's Cookies are made to please the mind, body, and spirit. But really, would you expect anything less from a yoga Instructor, hehe!

This isn't an unpaid advertisement for Sam Granato and Connie's Cookies, but if I may let me digress to Sam for just a moment. He is running for US Senate nomination representing Utah in Nov 2010 election. My wonderful husband, Micah, is helping with the campaign.  As I get to know Sam I realize that he really is a man for the people, he simply loves people, and would give the shirt off his back if he thought of it (or if you asked).  I am not certain as to how he will do given he is running as a Democrat in Utah. And unfortunately some people just don't look beyond the label. 

My point is regardless of how a company or person looks on the outside, dig deeper, do your homework, be informed. Then cast your vote as you will.

Aug 11, 2009

A SOLD OUT SHOW!!!

I just want to take a moment to personally thank each and every beautiful cookie at Connie's Cookies at Summerfest 09' in Bountiful City Park. This weekend you proved your beauty, courage, attractive appeal, and bursting flavor to wow the visitors of the festival. You did so well, both individually and in your small groups packaged of 3, to land yourself into the mouths of many guests leaving not a single one of you to take home.  In fact you sold out before the show was even over, 6:50pm on Sat, with 3 hrs to go!
While its painfully difficult as your creator to pass you into the hands of hungry mouths, the truth is, the more you get out there, the greater your likelihood for your population to never become extinct.  In fact the sole purpose of your creation is for enjoyment and consumption. You have made me so proud!  Let's take a looksie at the successful line-up!

 The display!

The stars- Allstar Monster Chocolate Chunk, your super size chunks set you apart from the pack!

Double Mint, we could never do it without you, with the second in popularity, you are a HUGE mouth pleaser!

Triple Ginger Delight, you steal the show with your kick! And thanks for pleasing those that don't like chocolate. 
Our sweet Everything Nice, to some you are a staple in their life, they couldn't do without your spice and Everything Nice (Oats, Raisins, Chocolate, Rice Crispies and more)!
Fresh from the Garden Zucchini, what? and you are Gluten-Free??? One bite and I just can't believe it! I adore you, I honor your, I bow to your existence!

And last but not least, my favorite, Triple PB Chocolate, the fusion of all great things, PB, Peanuts, sugar, PB Chips, Milk Chocolate, and best of all love!

A special thanks to our Gluten-Free variety's, you had several consumers you left speechless, and extraordinarily happy!  They wonder if it is legal for you to tantalize their taste buds like you do.  I tell them you were meant for pleasing, and that is what you'll do!

You make mom and dad proud!

You sold so well, this is what Micah thinks of not having any extra to take home and consume!

Aug 9, 2009

Fresh from the garden...

Nothing makes me happier than watching, caring, loving, nurturing, admiring, and ultimately consuming a fresh little item from the garden. After 3 summers in NYC I discovered the only healthy patch of live green grass lied in central park along with the other millions of bodies that shared in it. As you might imagine, I was simply thrilled this year to have the opportunity to plant a small garden with my sweet hubby Micah in our spacious pastures. 

I can think of no better way to honor mother earth than take advantage of the wonderful nurturing she provides in producing such lovely sustenance. We get so disconnected to food when everything we eat comes from a box, mix, or plastic bag. I think it becomes easy to forget that real food does ultimately come from the earth and what roams it.  So this little garden is truly a humble, happy garden! 

Before

After

and after the after! (Holy crap batman, those tomato plants have taken over!) (Not to worry Robin, they have fallen over at least 4 times in the storms, they pose no threat!)

Overgrown seeding lettuce

Our first and second zucchini (My Gluten Free cookies thank you!)

A cornucopia of little treasures!

The apple tree produces cute little guys, but bitter to the taste, showcased in the fabulous pink/green stoneware I bought at summerfest! (In my humble opinion, green and pink is the fusion of perfection in color! I mean really does it get any better?)

And with all these colorful, beautiful veggies to consume I love the fact that a serving of vegetable hasn't changed for Micah!

Micah is on the left, me on the right!
Thanks Halling's for sharing your lettuce!

And after working on our little garden we were still eager enough to work a bit on our landscaping!
And yes, I know its humble, but it sure beats the hot glued snowflakes and flowers in my mothers front yard (yes your heard me right, snowflakes, and yes it is hot glued onto the branch), I suppose we do have the benefit of it not dying...


Aug 6, 2009

I love life

and all it has to offer. Really, is this real, sometimes I feel like, wow, pinch me, is this real?

yes people, I am merely relishing on the fact that reality, as I know it, is great. 
Really and truly when I think about everything I've experienced, life is just great and I love it! That doesn't mean it is easy, or without storms, it doesn't mean it is like my neighbors life, or my sisters life, or my best friend's life. It doesn't mean I have lots of money, worldly success, or that I've accomplished all I would like too.  

What I do know however, is that life, in and of itself, with all the wonderful glorious moments, sad times, and simple experiences is great. It fills me wonder and awe. I am blessed.

January 3, 2007 I had a pivotal moment in my life, I decided to never make a decision based on fear. I decided to live a life based on love, love of life.  I have two small clips on youtube that capture how this decision has shaped my life: http://blog.bitterphotography.com/2009/02/connie-micah-slideshow.html andhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CMlZTecc_Y8